Dressed up in different flavours of life, sipping on our apple martinis, sharing some juicy gossips

Wednesday 22 June 2011

Because love could happen....... again.....

You walked into my life when I needed it the most. I was shattered and broke, and wishing that I just miraculously die. But you made me realise that all hope is not lost. Over a cup of coffee, we talked and teased, laughed and smiled. And during one opportune moment, my heart made a leap and it did a little dance. I pretended like nothing happened and hoped that u didn't notice when I gave it away. The coffee got cold, minutes flew and we went our separate ways. U wanted to meet me again and met we did. And I couldn't take my eyes off you. You left smiling a wicked smile and promised to meet me soon. It also brought the promise that despite the wounds, despite the pain, despite the agonies of lost love, maybe I could love... once again. But then I didn't hear from you. I dreamt of u all night and day, wondering why u left, hoping that u would come back. And there, on my birthday, came a little surprise wish from u.


There was no looking back from then on. We talked and talked and talked, but that was never really enough. I fell head over heels in love with you. You turned out to be everything that I ever wanted it to be. You showered me with affection and lots of love. You gave me the strength that no one could. I stopped caring about the world cuz u were always by my side. You filled the vaccum I was feeling inside me. You erased my pain and healed my wounds. When you held my hand, I felt secure. When u hugged me, I melt into ur arms. When u kissed my lips, my heart stopped beating. U looked deeply into my eyes, u played with my hair, u whispered sweet nothings into my ears, you cuddled me tight, you touched me tenderly, kissed me passionately and made my toes curl. You teased me playfully, made me laugh and made me dream.


And then.... u left as you came. Without leaving a word. Without making a promise that you would be back soon. I was shattered and ruined and in pain. The same agonies of lost love hunted me down. But now I know a little something. A little secret I didn't know earlier. I know that it is not the end of the world. So I wept a lil, sulked a lil and wrote few poems of agony.And I went out for coffee again, cuz I know .... love could happen..... again.....


10 comments:

  1. Happened to come upon this blog.Falling in love is over rated. We all like to think its a once in a life time thing. Its not.. it happens again and again( I agree with that part). Does it get better each time? I don't think so. Its just special each time. Does each heart break make you stronger? I don't think so. Every heart break leaves a wisp of a sigh in your heart. Leaves a blue print of 'What not to do ' the next the time! As we go through life our hearts will miss a beat do a dance( your words). We will call it by different names, crush, love, relationship, admiration, adoration.. and so on. We will keep some, discard some, laugh at some.. no matter what we do, we will love( for want of a better word I use love) them all. Even the one you thought broke your heart to a million pieces!
    I am 55.. and that's almost 30 years more on earth than most of you in the cocktail!:)

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  2. @ Makettles...Very true,love is not once in a lifetime thing, everytime it happens it will remain special. Being in love is like welcoming the whole of universe with open arms.

    And thanks for visiting us, I am sure we have lots to learn :)

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  3. Lots to learn and lots to teach...:) As I get older could do with a younger perspective!

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  4. Wish we could press the like button for that comment of yours @Makettles :)

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  5. It will happen, again, and again and again but the number of agains will stop when you get bored and grow out of it. People dont change, they will "fall in love" again and they will commit the same mistakes again and then hearts will be broken. It will happen and will keep happening

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  6. Well... that depends on two things -if luck is on ur side and if ur smart enough to learn from ur mistakes... If luck is on ur side, u will meet the right person soon... And if ur not lucky enough to meet the right person, then if ur atleast smart enough to screen the wrong ones, u are safe :)

    cheerz
    Couch Potato

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  7. screening, you ll be on your guard - you ll not be yourself = you ll miss out on the right ones :)

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  8. It's like saying don't walk on the road you might die in an accident...you don't stop walking on the road out of fear of an accident, but definitely you need to be careful...i guess u are a bit too pessimistic

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  9. It isn't as easy as taking a walk on the road;
    may be I am too pessimistic :)

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  10. Be a sport...nothing comes easy in life, u need some sunshine in life :)

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